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Deceased

by Asken Av Verden

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Weight 06:10
Why? Why? You made me murder All that I loved His blood on my hands His blood on my hands You took everything from me Now you place this weight Murder, guilt All placed on me Shame Guilt Imposed by you All that I loved Taken, lost
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Downcast 05:06
Hatred at myself Watching my horror in the mirror Self mutilation as a relief For I can’t stand my own skin Tears flowing down through the blood Freedom to control my own pain Cut down communications No self worth I don’t deserve to be with others Violence exuded at myself Hatred Hatred at myself I wish for my own death
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Liability 07:35
Horrified In front of this landscape The realisation Of the horror I unleashed Streets bathed in blood Of the innocent I became God to save Not destroy I am a fuck up I deserve this pain I made everybody pay For my own selfishness I hurt all around me I should be alone No one should suffer for my sake I shall hold their pain Don’t get close to me Stay far away Pain is what I deserve I cause suffering Don’t get close to me Don’t My presence brings pain My presence brings pain
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Failed God 12:11
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Written, recorded and produced in four days after a panic attack, during which i locked myself in my room and even slept with my instruments around, just so i didn't have to come out.

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released December 27, 2019

Hanten Kurosu: Guitars, Keys, Bass, Vocals, Programming, Mixing, Cover image

Written, recorded and produced at Kvlt Potato Recordings

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Asken Av Verden Girona, Spain

Originally created in 2014 as a solo project by a 15-year-old
who didn't know how to express her feelings.

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